How to Find Water
follow the first tear
fallen on cracked desert[1]
find its river
and know water again
cover skin in the mud
in celebration
of skin
and especially mud
love the feet
and the water[2]
and the opening of sky
even the crust that has formed on your heels
love the last tear
of this dry heat journey
if it leads you here
if it brings you water[3]
[1] here, in this poem, the desert is my heart
howling with wind and ghosts
surely not properly watered
which is fine, I respect a desert
it knows how to survive even when it looks dead
playing dead is, of course, a survival skill
[2] but here, I also remember
when it was a jungle
hot and wet and living
the singing could be heard for miles
[3] here, of course, my tears are rain
I, alone, stopped them
aren’t we all
just trying to live?